Sometimes, I think I do suck very much as a girlfriend. So sorry that you've such a lousy girlfriend. I'm such a whiny dependent bitch towards you. I like to throw tantrums at you, to make you pissed, to make you scared. Just to let myself know that you do care about me. This is childish I know, but I feel insecure sometimes. ): I just wanted your attention all the time. I'm selfish, yes, and I don't know why I'm doing this to you. Maybe it's just to reassure myself sometimes.