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12.9.08

It's not that I wanna run,
it's not that I wanna hide.

And I really really didn't mean to say those words to you at that moment.
I thought that you were just joking.
I shrugged you off, in turn to find out that you were heartbroken.
I don't know what to do now.
The situation's awkward, ain't it?

All I can do now is wait for things to become better, and that you're in a better mood.
I'm not trying to pretend that nothing has happened,
but... sometimes, I'm really at a loss.

I have no more will to struggle with my problems.
I have no energy to carry on with relationships.
I'm tired of giving in so much in the relationship without demands,
and yet in the end I get hurt.
I'm tired of sweet nothings said that turn out to be lies.
I'm tired of being at their beck and call.
I'm tired of trying so very hard to be a 'Good Girlfriend' and yet my efforts aren't appreciated.
It's not that I'm complaining, but this is what I've put up with for so long.
I'm vexed, distraught, feeling so very dumb.
I'm at a loss.
Now, I really don't know what to do.
For now, sorry is all I can say.