And to you:
It's not that I don't have 恒心 to save money,
it's because i've too many things to buy!
and within that meager amount of allowance you give me i freakin' tried to save.
but how much can i freakin save with $3?
like wth, i'm no longer a primary school kid for god's sake, stop giving me SINGLE DIGIT allowances and expect me to save. you think things in school very cheap uhs? the bloody prices increased also cans! don't think that secondary school's food is cheap and nice hor. __
I freakin didn't want to refused to spend my $50 bucks okays, but then you asked me to buy this that and dunno what nots, while i had to buy my own personal things. AND YOU STILL CAN FREAKIN ACCUSE ME OF SPENDING MY MONEY ANYHOW?! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!
FUCK IF I DIDN'T FREAKIN SPEND THOSE MONEY I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN MY BAG LONG AGO.
AND STOP ASKING ME TO BUY CHEAPO STUFF AND SAY THINGS LIKE ' AIYA YOU 小孩子 DON'T NEED TO BLAH BLAH BLAH'
FCUK YOU I AM WHOOPING 1 7 YEARS OLD GIRL ALREADY. STOP TREATING ME LIKE A KID. CBBBBBBBBBBBB!!!!!
I FCUKING HATE YOUR MENTALIT. AND YOU DON'T FREAKING INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE AND ACCUSE MY FRIENDS JUST BECAUSE OF MY BEHAVIOUR AND STUFF.
THEY FREAKIN DID NOTHING TO YOU, WHY ARE YOU SO FCUKING BIASED ABOUT THEM?
AND WHETHER OR NOT I WANNA STUDY IT DOESN'T CONCERN YOU. YOU JOLLY WELL KNOW THAT I DON'T LIKE TO STUDY, I'M NOT THE STUDY TYPE. AND STOP NAGGING ME TO PRACTICE PIANO. IT'S FCUKING IRRITATING TO HEAR YOU SAY ' YOU WANT TO CONTINUE YOUR PIANO OR NOT??'
STOP NAGGING AT ME TO EAT OR DO THINGS THAT I DON'T LIKE. IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T WANNA EAT, IT'S BECAUSE OF THE FCUKED UP TIMETABLE IN SCHOOL WITH THE FCUKED UP RECESS TIMINGS THAT JUMBLED UP MY BODY CLOCK, AND SOMETIMES I'VE EXTRA LESSONS THEREFORE GOTTA HAVE LATE LUNCH AND THUS BEING UNABLE TO EAT DINNER AT YOUUR TIMING. IT'S NOT AS IF I REFUSE TO EAT. GET THIS CLEAR OKAYS!
I HATEEEEEEEEE BEING FORCED. AND THIS IS THE REASON WHY I KEEP YELLING AT YOU FOR BEING SUCH AN ASS.
YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU FREAKIN PISS ME OFF EVERY SECOND YOU'RE AROUND. STOPING PRYING INTO MY LIFE AND TRY TO BE CONCERNED WHEN YOU'RE PRACTICALLY SUSPICIOUS OF MY EVERY MOVE. YOU'D RATHER TRUST KESIN RATHER THAN TRUST ME. IF SO, THEN FINE! EVERYTHING IS ALL ABOUT KESIN KESIN KESIN. STOP COMPARING ME WITH HER, I'M FCUKING NO KESIN. I AM WHAT I AM, I'M JUST SO FUCKING STUBBORN FOR YOUR INFORMATION. YOU DON'T TRY TO TAILOR ME TO THE ' PERFECT-LITTLE-GIRL' IN YOUR PERSPECTIVE. SINCE YOU LIKE TO MENTION ABOUT HER SOOO MUCH, LET HER BE YOUR DAUGHTER THEN, I GIVE NO SHIT ABOUT IT.
YOU ARE FREAKING IRRITATING, I HATEEEEEEEE YOU.
AND I'M REALLY PISSED TO THE BRIM.
AND YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING HYPOCRITE, STOP ACTING NICE INFRONT OF MY FRIENDS WHEN YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH BEHIND THEIR BACKS. __ YOU'RE SETTING SUCH A 'GOOD' EXAMPLE FOR YOUR OWN DAUGHTER. NO WONDER THEY SAY ' LIKE MOTHER, LIKE DAUGHTER'. HOW TRUE.
AND I DON'T FCUKING WANNA BE LIKE YOU, BITCH.
*and i'm sorry kesin for dragging you in, but this is true. i apologise if you're angry with me. sorry!
♥ Clararararara
24.7.08
24.7.08