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The name is Clara. I'm made up of mischief and mayhem. I like to kiss girls and flip their skirts. :D No, I'm straight. I love my boyfriend.


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27.11.07

i don't understand why must i do this to myself.



i knew that doing it will cause me to feel pain, anger, agony and sadness to myself and to my friends.

but yet, i still went against my will and did it.

in the end. i got myself hurt, very very hurt.



and what do i gain from all this?









NOTHING.

absolutely NOTHING.







and yet knowing that i'm already hurt, i went to kill myself even more.
okay, and in the end i threw myself in bed and started to cry.
scream and cry.

blaming myself for being so dumb so stupid and doing the obvious, causign more hurt to myself and my friends.
i cried so hard so hard, till i almost died of crying.
i couldn't even feel my lungs moving.
i felt so so numb, so so painful.


i was already choking and gasping for air.
but yet i kept calling his name, screaming for him to come back.

which i know it was.... impossible.
i cried so hard. even edward and ying was shocked to see me cry like that.
and up till now, my chest and heart still hurts. ALOT.




guess you will never feel how i'm feeling now.
cos you're too far away from me.


















sidetrack!


angels came over again to wake me up and we watched movies.
as usual, they slack i do all the work. -.-

40days and 40 nights is a SUPER GREAT SHOW!
I SUPER SUPER RECOMMEND IT!

♥ Clararararara
27.11.07